Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Hate Myself

Hate Myself... Being too relax at this critical moment

Hate Myself... Being too lazy on revising on my very last exam

Hate Myself... Being too playful at this moment

Hate Myself... Being not motivated all the time

Hate Myself... Being not loving the subjects so much

I think... Now I should stop to Hate Myself and

Starts to... Love my notes

Starts to... Motivate myself

Starts to... Being serious until 6th May

Starts to... Stop all the entertainment (TV, Shopping)

Starts to... Not to zzz too much

Starts to... HARDWORKING!!!!

6 comments:

  1. i tink no need la, just continue the way it is, haha.. aiyoo vlsi lehh...

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  2. wanna see me staying for this course is it?? haha.. yea lor.. killer - AI and VLSI..

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  3. Dear Nicole..dun worry lo..we will pass the two exam together...^^

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  4. adeline act so good plak, haha.. nola, i dowan u stay this course, coz i believe u can do it although u lazy, haha...

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  5. 人就是那麽的奇怪了
    有時明明知道不能那樣還去做
    好像失去理智自己不是自己了
    明明知道不該愛了卻越愛越深

    只剩兩科了
    其實你們常說 “其實很快了” - 真的很快!
    我討厭那麽快 我不想那麽快
    因爲考完試了就要個走個的了
    之後就很少見面了 很傷心的leh

    之前拍完畢業照時就有感觸了
    昨天你說早上停在學校停車位時很有感覺
    是呀 就快要沒有得停在那裏了
    很快就要離開呆在這兩年的地方了

    討厭那麽快 不想那麽快
    卻又不想永遠原地踏步
    想要前進 想看到未來
    或許這只是生命的其中一頁
    我們因該往前 不必那麽傷感?

    上學期已經知道自己的拿不到1stClass了
    再怎樣努力都拿不到
    這種感覺很無奈
    就像電影knowing
    厚重的太阳耀斑將會燒毀地球
    人類再怎樣努力都無法生存 - 無奈

    所以這學期我只努力做我的FYP
    無心於課業了
    但是故事的發展
    我沒想到其實我無意中盡了全力
    我才真正領悟到過程比結果重要

    真的只剩下兩科了
    希望我们都会尽全力;)
    曉盈討厭自己那麽多
    後面卻沒有開始喜歡自己
    幾時才會懂得愛自己呢?:)

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